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Title: One Room
Author: Karjens40
Fandom: Guiding Light
Pairing: Olivia/Natalia
Summary: What happened on the trip away? Natalia’s POV
Spoilers: Let’s just say all episodes from 2008 to next week. To be safe. I know very little about the early stages of their relationship except from what I’ve read on Wikipedia and seen on you tube so please forgive any canon errors. I was going to wait for a beta….but I have no patience heh heh. Please don’t be too harsh. If it helps consider this AU? heh
Disclaimer: GL and characters owned by P & G, CBS …basically everyone but me. No intent to profit etc.
A/N… Not sure this is one of my favorite stories. but the idea woke me up the other night so I figured I might as well write it. I also normally don’t care to do stories in 1st person but once again, I had no control over what came out. Lastly, I hope the changes from past to present isn’t too confusing.

A small smile drifts across my face as I sit in a chair watching the woman currently sleeping in the bed. Try though I might, I can’t stop my smile from widening as I notice that Olivia has curled up into a ball and is lying so close to the edge that it’s almost an inevitability she’s going to fall out. Apparently, even in her sleep, Olivia is always thinking about me. She had sworn up and down last night before bed that she would behave herself and now…she just looks so cute if uncomfortable.

The beginnings of our weekend away were anything but idyllic. Given the history of our relationship, I suppose I shouldn’t have expected anything else. It started with Frank accosting Olivia at the hospital. He had been informed of our relationship by Doris Wolfe, (I admit, I do feel a bit sorry for her when Olivia gets back to Springfield), and he didn’t believe her. His defense of me was what led to him being beaten up and once again I was overtaken by guilt. My inability to face my feelings had caused this man an inordinate amount of pain, both physical and emotional, that he didn’t deserve. When he went after Olivia, however, my guilt was immediately replaced with a white hot anger that I was unfamiliar with.

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After one day server death time, I’m back! 😀 Hopefully everything will work fine now.

Also, check out my new music box in the sidebar…nearly 100 songs. I’m soooo addicted to music!

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I admit I don’t watch Grey’s Anatomy since the departure of Dr. Erica Hahn and how the writers ended the relationship with them. They were not the perfect pairing but I tuned in for them week by week.
(BTW I haven’t imagined that on femslash fanfiction sites the pairing Erica/Callie is so vivid…I was expecting the new Callizona…hmm…they keep alive this fandom…hearts for fans..)

And now that Callie has a new relationship with another woman I still don’t watch it.

BUT! I watched the clips with them and there is a chemistry what I can not ignore. The actress who plays Arizona is Jessica Capshaw now has become a regular on the show (she played in Bones and The L Word as well) .

I like her charachter, witty, funny, charming and if someone would say something like she said to Callie in the OR (take a peek in the video at around 4:46), I would melt right away….seriously, how cute is that?

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Ewtlai5MME[/youtube]

And Kellie Martin!!!! Gosh, I loved her on ER back then when she played Lucy…my heart went out for her when she died 🙁

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You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it’s always their actions you should judge them by. It’s actions, not words, that matter.

– Nicholas Sparks

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Credit: care2

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Under normal circumstances, the little girl would still be deep within Morpheus’ realm at 7:06 on a Saturday morning. Unfortunately, since moving out of the farmhouse and into the new apartment, things had been anything but normal for the displaced Spencer women. Emma wasn’t exactly sure why, but she knew they were not as happy at their new home as they had been living with Natalia. She supposed that her mommy was missing Natalia just as much as she was, which led to the start of their new weekend ritual.

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Credit: Arthur

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