Yep, that’s it, I’m covered at least one more week but I’ll be back then
And here is an extract from a fanfic I’ve read on PP and it just captured me. I love when someone can write out the feelings so intensely.
“And only because you were too much of a coward to take a risk with love. Because it was so much easier to pretend you’re in love with him than dealing with your feelings for her. And now you’re standing here and you just know that you’ve broken what could’ve been your one chance at happiness.
Suddenly there’s a hand on your back and it irritates you beyond words because the only hands you want to have on your back right now are hers. But you chose this. And so you try to shake off the irritation and turn to the person behind you. He gives you that warm smile of his and you do your best to return it in kind. He doesn’t notice something’s off. She would’ve known, you’re sure.
But she’s not him and you just made her walk away, telling her you loved him. Which you’re no longer sure is the truth. Crap. Which you now know not to be the truth. Still you take his hand in yours and let him guide you to the car.
Because this is what you chose and now you have to live with it. You got no right at all to start complaining.”
Yeah, I must say it’s a bit strange to be at a new workplace. Even stranger that the previous company I worked in was a multinational big company and now I’m in a little Hungarian company which is – of course – not bad but I have to get used to it.
As I mentioned before I manage 7 websites. This means that I decide how those 7 sites should look, what functions should they have, where should be the banner spaces and how much would it be to advertise there, and i could go on and on and on.
Now I’m currently analyzing the competitors’ sites and they are quite good and also have to optimize our sites as well (SEO). Huge work but at least I don’t see now any Excel tables 😀
I can do whatever I want with these sites….hmmmm……. 😉
I’ve chosen. I have quit from my current job. Was it a good move? I hope so!
Now I can focus more on our company and I have a new job as well, I will manage 7 sites at another company. It will be a big work but I’m up for it!
I will work till next Friday then aloha, here comes the new hopes, workplace and deadlines I must say I’m relieved. Big rocks (stones are just too little) dropped from my heart and soul and I’m as optimistic as ever. It’s a strange feeling (this optimistic thingy) because I haven’t felt this for a long time now (could catch a rainbow 😉 )
So we have this little webdesigner company and currently working on several projects….and you wouldn’t tell but the clients are f****** unbelievable sometimes.
Let’s say a real-estate agency wants a homepage. They say we have 3 weeks (usually we have 2 months ) to create the website. So it’s urgent.
Okay, no problem, we are on it. We make the preview of the site, they say it’s okay we can start the actual work. We start programming the site, consulting with the agency constantly. They say okay, great.
Then one day (without signing the contract!!!!) they say: we need the site 2 days from now…..whoooaa…what???? And they send what changes they want on the site 1 day before the deadline…that’s when you stay up all night and do your job because you have to live from something.