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TITLE: Shame
AUTHOR: Wonko
FANDOM: Guiding Light
WORD COUNT: 100
SPOILERS: For 5/5.

When Natalia went to the spa she took her closet with her – literally. But she’s back from the spa now and she’s still carting it around, metaphorically this time. It’s with her everywhere she goes. It’s in the tension of her muscles when Olivia strolls beside her, in the thundering of her heart when strangers look at them twice in the street. It’s in the sweat on her palms as Olivia reaches out to take her hand.

“You can have my love or your shame,” Olivia whispers. “Not both.”

When Natalia’s fingers squeeze hers tighter, Olivia knows what she’s chosen.

The End.

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Title – Made For One
Author – uselessmarks
Fandom – Guiding Light
Pairing – Olivia/Natalia
Spoilers and/or Warnings – Slightly spoilerish for the May 4th week. Slightly. I just took the starting point and then did my own thing.
Summary – Olivia cannot see to the other side. One-shot.
Rating – PG
Notes – Oh yes, easily resolved…lol

It starts with four inches.

Not quite a great divide, but it feels like a canyon right now. Open and wide, hard to cross. You’d have to put your hand over your brow and squint, trying to see whomever might be on the other side.

Four inches in a bed truly made for one. It might as well be a mile, that is what Olivia thinks.
She’d like to have a drink, but she doesn’t want to move.
Moving requires… well, movement and then Natalia would know that she is up. Natalia might turn on a light and then questions would happen.
And Olivia, being Olivia, might say something stupid.

Better to stay still. Just close my eyes. Try to forget the fact that I am in bed, with the woman I love, and we aren’t talking to each other. Yep. Let’s forget that.

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Title: One Room
Author: Karjens40
Fandom: Guiding Light
Pairing: Olivia/Natalia
Summary: What happened on the trip away? Natalia’s POV
Spoilers: Let’s just say all episodes from 2008 to next week. To be safe. I know very little about the early stages of their relationship except from what I’ve read on Wikipedia and seen on you tube so please forgive any canon errors. I was going to wait for a beta….but I have no patience heh heh. Please don’t be too harsh. If it helps consider this AU? heh
Disclaimer: GL and characters owned by P & G, CBS …basically everyone but me. No intent to profit etc.
A/N… Not sure this is one of my favorite stories. but the idea woke me up the other night so I figured I might as well write it. I also normally don’t care to do stories in 1st person but once again, I had no control over what came out. Lastly, I hope the changes from past to present isn’t too confusing.

A small smile drifts across my face as I sit in a chair watching the woman currently sleeping in the bed. Try though I might, I can’t stop my smile from widening as I notice that Olivia has curled up into a ball and is lying so close to the edge that it’s almost an inevitability she’s going to fall out. Apparently, even in her sleep, Olivia is always thinking about me. She had sworn up and down last night before bed that she would behave herself and now…she just looks so cute if uncomfortable.

The beginnings of our weekend away were anything but idyllic. Given the history of our relationship, I suppose I shouldn’t have expected anything else. It started with Frank accosting Olivia at the hospital. He had been informed of our relationship by Doris Wolfe, (I admit, I do feel a bit sorry for her when Olivia gets back to Springfield), and he didn’t believe her. His defense of me was what led to him being beaten up and once again I was overtaken by guilt. My inability to face my feelings had caused this man an inordinate amount of pain, both physical and emotional, that he didn’t deserve. When he went after Olivia, however, my guilt was immediately replaced with a white hot anger that I was unfamiliar with.

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Under normal circumstances, the little girl would still be deep within Morpheus’ realm at 7:06 on a Saturday morning. Unfortunately, since moving out of the farmhouse and into the new apartment, things had been anything but normal for the displaced Spencer women. Emma wasn’t exactly sure why, but she knew they were not as happy at their new home as they had been living with Natalia. She supposed that her mommy was missing Natalia just as much as she was, which led to the start of their new weekend ritual.

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fanfiction, femslash, guiding light, Lesbian, natalia, olivia, otalia

Fandom: Guiding Light
Author: tinyklutzygirl
Title: beneath the milky twilight
Pairing: Olivia/Natalia
Rating: PG
Summary: Natalia’s actually kind of embarrassed that she’s asking, because it’s not like she’s thirteen, and yet a blush is creeping its way across her cheeks and she can’t do anything to stop it.
Spoilers: None?
Notes: These two are totally going to have super awkward, teenagery experiences, I feel.
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to P&G, CBS, and Telenext.

They’re sitting on opposite ends of the couch. It’s actually almost comical, how far apart they’re sitting, and Olivia even has to choke back a laugh, hoping Natalia won’t notice.

Unfortunately for her, Natalia turns her head to face her so fast Olivia’s afraid she’ll get whiplash, and squeaks out a wide-eyed, jumpy “What?” that just sets Olivia off further, and she can’t contain her laugh this time.

“It’s – it’s nothing, just,” she pauses, hand over her mouth, trying to stop laughing.

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Title: Dancing With You – Part 3 and 4 (final)
Author: Tweyelite
Fandom: Guiding Light
Pairing: Otalia
Raiting: PG-13
Disclaimer: Not mine obviously

I wake up exhausted and shuffle to the bathroom. I look in the mirror and see the dark circles that have taken residence under my brown eyes. I want to crawl back under the covers and pretend the last couple of months didn’t happen. I want to be packing Emma’s lunch in the kitchen and trying to get you to switch from coffee to tea.

Reality reasserts itself quickly. I go through all my regular morning rituals and I realize that I have to go to work and see you. I have to see everyone. I know I could call in sick and you would say it was okay. Then you’d think I’m not strong enough. I knew dancing with you would change everything. I know what loving you means.

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A new fic, thanks to the Author!!!!!

Title: Dancing With You – Part 1 and Part 2
Author: Tweyelite
Fandom: Guiding Light
Pairing: Otalia (Olivia/Natalia)
Raiting: PG-13
Disclaimer: Not mine obviously

It feels like I haven’t seen you in a very long time. I know I see you daily at work but it’s not the same, we’re not the same anymore. You won’t let me get too close to you, like my presence alone is more than you can stand. I’ve tried to talk to you but you continue to shut me down, unable to listen as your fear control your every move.

There’s another wedding, luckily not mine this time. Remy and Christina decide to the tie the knot for real this time and I know you are going to be there. When I see you dressed in that sleek and sexy red dress I almost choke on my mouthful of wine. Just the sight of you takes my breath away. Then your eyes find mine and our gazes lock inevitably as if you think you might as well get it over with as soon as you arrive. The rest of the night you studiously ignore me.

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Thanks to forensicsgirl who made it possible to post the story here! You are awesome!

Title: Intensity
Author: forensicsgirl
Rating: PG
Pairing: Sara/Sofia
Spoilers: None.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.

Author’s Note: This is pretty different from my normal writing style – or at least the normal writing style that I would normally share. It’s very stream-of-consciousness in style.
It’s also extremely angsty, so consider yourselves warned.
No characters are named, but it is written from Sofia’s POV, and her observations/feelings regarding Sara.

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Intensity.

I see it burning there behind your eyes, searing into me. Branding me.

Scorched flesh. Charred and damaged. We are nothing except casualties now. Casualties – or perhaps walking wounded… our wounds scars and one day – nothing. A slight mark on our skin the only indication.

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Speed Bumps
By Harriet

Kim hugged her knees as her eyes lingered on the white expanse before her. Her gaze followed the valleys and curves with affection and desire, warmth coursing so far inside her if felt as though it went as deep as the marrow of her bones. She was hesitant to break the spell with touch, but couldn’t bear to keep her hand still any longer. It had been too long that she’d been denied this pleasure, any pleasure, really. Everything had been so cold, and she had been alone, longing, hurting.

She stretched her palm out gently and let it hover over the center of Kerry’s back, feeling the intense heat the small body generated. She left her hand there, wondering how such a slip of a woman could hold so much energy. A minute passed, and she felt the fatigue in her arm beginning to set in.

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